i can't believe its friday again
i took my son to the airport on
sunday morning after he spent a week with us for spring break and i've
literally been moping around since
i miss that boy something fierce
i've seen his screen name online a
few times since he went back to hawaii but knowing his distaste for the
mushy motherly stuff that i'm so good at, i've kept my distance ..
sometimes just seeing his screen name is enough to bring a smile to my
face
i ended up at the dentist monday
morning with a toothache .. turns out it just needed a little loving
care from my dentist and a few days of recovery .. with the aid of a few
vicodin
and if i recall correctly, vicodin has a tendency to give me nightmares
and let me tell you, i had one
hell of a nightmare monday night .. bad enough to keep me from wanting
to go to back to sleep since then
yea .. it was about my son .. and
the strange thing was, even when it was happening, i knew it was just a
bad dream yet i couldn't wake up .. in the nightmare i HAD to try to
see if i could help my son
and even though i know it now ..
its just a stupid dream .. for the life of me, i can't seem to get
the images out of my head and i've been walking around like a tearful
zombie since tuesday morning
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